Published poem of mine

Published poem of mine
Marthya janmam

Sep 7, 2013


\ap¡pamhmw PvRmt\izc³!
Hcdnhpw sNdpXÃ, F¶  B]vXhmIyw  FÃm aebmf ImXpIfnepw amsÁmen sImÅp¶pണ്ട്v Ct¸mÄ; kptcjv tKm]n F¶ a\pjykvt\lnbpsS iЯnÂ!
Hcp \qÁ­mണ്ടn\p ap¼v ... \msS§pw apg§nbncp¶p Hcp Blzm\w..D¯njvTXm, Pm{KXm…” . C¶pw Gsd {]kàamb Blzm\w!
]t£, \man¶pw DWÀt¶m, Fgpt¶tÁm? kzbw tNmZnt¡ണ്ട kabw Ignªncn¡p¶p.
PvRm\w t\Sm³ ]cnanXnIÄ Dണ്ടmbncp¶ Hcp Imew D­ണ്ടmbncp¶p; PvRm\w tXSn Aeªhcpw!  F¶m C¶v Adnhv Hmtcmcp¯tcbpw tXSn hcnIbmWv, kzoIcnt¡ണ്ട a\tÊ th­q,  th­ണ്ടpthmfw.  GXp imkv{Xhpw, GXp `mjbpw, GXp {KÙhpw BÀ¡pthWsa¦nepw btYãw ]Tn¡mw.
KÀ`mhkvYbn apX Adnhp t\Sm³ XpS§p¶p F¶v ]tണ്ട PvRm\Zrãnbm Adnª EjnamcpsS \mSmWnXv. AXv kXyamsW¶v C¶v B[p\nI imkv{Xhpw k½Xn¡p¶p. ape¸ment\msSm¸w Xs¶ \½nte¡v {]hln¨ncp¶p, kwkvImchpw, Adnhpw, ]pcmtWXnlmk§fpw  aÁpw aÁpw; .amXm]nXm¡fnÂ\n¶v, ap¯Ènamcn \n¶v, Kpcp¡·mcn \n¶v! ]pkvXI§Ä thണ്ടmbncp¶p.
C¶v amXm]nXm¡Ä¡v kabanÃ, IY]dbm\pw aÁpw. Adnhnsâ `¬UmImc§fmbncp¶ ap¯ÈnamcpanÃ,  ]pcmtWXnlmk§Ä ]dªp sImSp¡m³ Ahkcw In«p¶ A²ym]Icpw CÃ. s\Án  t]mbn ]cXn {]nâv FSp¯psIm­phm F¶v A²ym]IÀ Xs¶ \nÀt±iw sImSp¡p¶ hnZym`ymk coXnbmWn¶v!
AXpsImണ്ടv Xs¶bmWv \n§Ä¡pamImw tImSoizc³ F¶ "dnbmenÁn sjm Gsd {]kàamIp¶Xv. Hcp]mSv AdnhpIÄ In«m³ AXv klmbn¡p¶p. ]s£,  `mcX kaqlw, F¶p ]dbm³ ]ÁnÃ, tIcf kaqlw, eÖn¨v XeXmgvt¯­nbncn¡p¶p. Hmtcm tNmZy§fpsS ap¶n Hcp tNmZyNnÓamIp¶ bphXzs¯ ImWpt¼mÄ.
{ioIrjvWsâ ktlmccnbpsS `À¯mhv Bcv? F¶ tNmZy¯n³ D¯cw ]dbm³, Gsd AdnhpÅ, ]e ]pkvXI§fpsSbpw IÀ¯mhmb imkv{XPvR\mb bphmhn\v , "sse^v sse³ tNmZnt¡­n hcp¶p. ({ioIrjvWsâ `mcybpsS t]cmbncp¶p tNmZn¨ncp¶Xv F¦n ……... icn,  NpÁnt¸mtbs\...!)
ss__nfn \nt¶m Jpdm\n \nt¶m DÅ tNmZy§Ä¡v D¯cw In«pt¼mÄ, F´p sImണ്ടv lnµp ]pcmW§fn \n¶pÅ tNmZy§Ä¡v D¯cw In«mXncn¡p¶p? At\Iw {KÙ§Ä DÅXpsImtണ്ടm, AtXm Ahíp t\sc I®S¡p¶Xp sImsണ്ടm?
"[À½NypXn, aqeyNypXn F¶v hne]n¨n«p ImcyanÃ. "I®S¨v Ccp«mWv F¶p ]dbp¶Xn\p XpeyamWXv. F{Xtbm ]pcmWIYm kµÀ`§fpണ്ടv Hcp `cWm[nImcn F§s\bmbncn¡Ww F¶v Im«n¯cp¶Xv, F§s\ cmPyw `cn¡Wsa¶v a\Ênem¡n Xcp¶Xv,  F´p sImണ്ടmWv A\mhrãnbpw, AXnhrãnbpw, _me,bph acW§fpw D­ണ്ടmhp¶Xv F¶p a\Ênem¡n Xcp¶Xv. IYIfn IqSn Imcy§Ä ]dªncp¶, kXy[À½§Ä ssIamdnbncp¶ Hcp Ime¯nteív t]mtI­ണ്ടnbncn¡p¶p.
Hmtcm t£{Xhpw Adnhnsâ ]mTimeIfm¡Ww. \ÃImcy§Ä A\pIcn¡p¶Xn F´mWp sXÁv? ]ÅnIfnepw , a{ZÊIfnepw ¢mÊpIÄ DÅXpt]mse t£{X§fnepw XpS§Ww, \nÀ_ÔnXambn«v F¦n A§s\.

\n§Ä GXp ]mÀ«nbnepw hnizknt¨mfq; tIm¬{KtÊm, amÀIvkntÌm, _n sP. ]n tbm asÁs´¦neptam Bhs«. Ignªp t]mb Xeapdíp In«msX t]mbXv ASp¯ Xeapdív F¦nepw In«Wsa¶v Nn´n¡q.
FÃm \nÊmc {]iv\§Ä¡pw kac§Ä¡v Blzm\w sN¿p¶hÀ; t£{X§tfmS\p_Ôn¨v ]mTimeIÄ  XpS§Ww F¶p ]dª  Ft´ kacw sN¿m¯Xv. AhnsS ]Tn¸n¡p¶hÀ¡pw i¼fhpw s]³j\pw In«Ww Fs¶¦nepw ]dªv!? I]S atXXcXzamsWm ImcWw?
F´nsâ t]cn Bbmepw kz´w ss]XrIs¯ XÅn ]dbp¶Xv, ad¡p¶Xv, Adnbm³ {ian¡mXncn¡p¶Xv BÀ¡pw `qjWaÃ.
`mhnbn _\mdkv kÀÆIemime t]mse t£{X§tfmS\p_Ôn¨v bpWnthgvknÁnIÄ Dbcs«, AhnsS KthjW§Ä \S¡s«.........!
alm`mcXw apgph³ AdnhmWv,
`mKhXw apgph³ AdnhmWv,
cmambWhpw aÁpw aÁpw... apgph³ AdnhmWv. AXpIqSn Adnbm³ \ap¡v IgnbpamdmIs«. A¿mbnc¯ne[nIw sImçġp ap¼v FgpXs¸« {KÙ§fmWv, kwkvIrX¯nepÅ cN\! F{Xtbm `mjIÄ, ]ckv]cw ambw tNÀ¡s¸«v kzXzw \ãs¸«p. F¶m kwkvIrX`mj¡v C¶pw Hcp tIm«hpw kw`hn¨n«nÃ. {io `qam\µkzmanbpsS {]`mjW¯n At±lw ]dªXmWv. ]s£, \½Ä AXnsâ H¶pw KpWw Adnbp¶nÃ, A\p`hn¡p¶nÃ.
kÀtÆ ]n kpJn\ k´p:
kÀtÆ k´p \ncmab:
kÀtÆ `{ZmWn ]iy´p
am IÝnXv Zp:Jam]v\pbmXv
(FÃmhcpw kpJapÅhcmbn Xocs«,  FÃmhcpw BtcmKyapÅhcmbn Xocs«,  FÃmhcpw awKf§Ä ZÀin¡s«, BÀ¡pw Zp:Jap­mhmXncn¡s«)
 F¶p {]mÀ°n¡p¶, Biwkn¡p¶ `mcXob kwkvImc¯n hnizkn¡p¶ \ap¡v C§s\ IqSn {]mÀ°n¡mw.,
ASp¯ Xeapdsb¦nepw icnbmb AdnhpÅhcmbncn¡s«,F¶v.
{]mÀ°\bn t]mepw \nkzmÀ°X Im¡p¶ k\mX\ [À½w, \ap¡p am{Xw kwhcWw XctW, \ap¡p am{Xw kpJw XctW F¶p {]mÀ°n¡m³ Hcn¡epw A\pimkn¡p¶nÃ; AXpsIണ്ടുXs¶ AXv k\mX\ambn XpScpw, \½Ä Adnªnsænepw! \jvSw \ap¡p am{XamWv.
{io. hnthIm\µsâ  150mw P·hmÀjnIw BtLmjn¡p¶ Cu thfbn hoണ്ടpw {]kàamIp¶p, D¯njvTXm, Pm{KXm....” . A§s\ \ap¡pamhmw PvRmt\izc³!!!

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